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ASYDO LEMEM

ASYDO LEMEM

Asydo Lemem is a track that became connected with an idea about the same melody.

I remember wondering whether all of the tracks might somehow contain the same melody, and Asydo Lemem came to be understood as a rearranged encoding of “same melody”.

This idea connected with something much older: an extraordinary experience at an Exodus rave where I felt that music was emerging inside my mind and somehow becoming shared by everyone around me.

Much later, the idea returned through the music I was making. From there came the possibility that sound might be holographic — that a shared musical experience could somehow synchronise people.

Whether Asydo Lemem actually contains a “same melody”, whether synchronised listening is possible in the way I imagined, and what the original experience represented remain open questions.

SAME MELODY?

During the 23 Day Challenge I was in a strange state of mind, and I began to worry that the tracks I was uploading might somehow all be repeating the same melody without me realising it.

The thought confused me. I could hear differences between the tracks, yet I was becoming increasingly preoccupied with the possibility that something underneath them was repeating itself.

At the same time, I was developing the idea of synchronised listening — that people listening to the same sounds together might somehow share or synchronise an experience.

I began to wonder whether the two ideas were becoming mixed together in my mind. Was I discovering something genuinely present in the music, or was I becoming paranoid and seeing a connection because I was already thinking about synchronisation?

I remember this uncertainty as part of the experience itself. Asydo Lemem was subsequently understood as a rearranged-lettering way of encoding “same melody”, beginning with the A. It was never actually titled Same Melody.

What I cannot now establish is whether the “same melody” idea arose from something I was genuinely hearing in the music, from the state of mind I was in, or from the growing narrative I was constructing around the tracks.

THE QUESTION

Could different people, listening to the same music at the same time, experience something sufficiently similar to create a form of synchronisation?

THE RECORD

Asydo Lemem · Object 019 · artist testimony · later interpretation · surviving recording.

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